Wednesday, August 19, 2009

Wall of Shame....

Below is my wall of shame...today is a day of frustration and I feel like venting these things off so that I can rid them from my body!! I have these negative feelings within me that need to go away.....these are emotions that apply to everyone in my life.

I am tired.


I don’t want to be ‘corrected’ anymore


Stop implying I don’t know what I am talking about


Respect me


I may come off as a ditz but I am smarter than you think


Give me credit – I work HARD


I am a good mom not a perfect one


I am not perfect at anything but I do my best to be as close to perfect as I can be


I am honest so stop distrusting me


I am NOT a bad person ...in fact I am probably a more trusting honest human being than you are


I love my niece and nephew yet I resent that you shield them from me


If I show you something at least validate or respond that you have seen it – for god’s sake pretend that you like it so my feelings won’t get hurt


If I write to you same thing applies…you really don’t have to like it, but for me…pretend that you do and tell me so. Ignoring it hurts more than you not liking it or not responding.


I don’t want to be looked over anymore ~ I am here….see me.


Respect me for what I like don’t criticize me because its not what you like


My kids are the best kids on earth and I want to wrap them in my arms and squeeze them tight. I wish they knew that!


Don’t doubt my abilities to be a proper and loving mother


Don’t doubt my children to be successful and beautiful


My kids have the same opportunities yours do….just not the money to open the doors but good hard work instead.


I am beautiful yet not perfect, not skinny, and not without flaws but my light will outshine yours any day


You may not consider me a friend but that is your loss…not mine.


I hate that I don’t get what I want from you


I hate that I want too much


I bend and bend and bend….compromise is my middle name. I am tired of doing it. You bend for me even if you don’t like it. Prove to me I mean something.


I’m tired of all of the above so they are staying here on this wall and off of me.